Jan 29, 2013
After doing practically nothing today and just spending most of the day lounging in bed feeling pity ,sorry and what ever else comes to mind. After eating shit loads of crackers,dips,cheese and chocolate then wanting to try and throw it all up.
Bumming around the net ~ I had seen it once before and kept this piece of writing from my niece (who now has her blog set on private). Rachel you wrote this 2 years ago. Maybe you wanted me to find your blog? We saw you some weeks ago we stopped in the junk isle and hugged and chatted for 15 Min's . It was a little awkward i guess you were in a rush with your boyfriend. Also getting ready to go overseas for 1 month.
Yes i often see your mum,,my sister at food shopping sometimes we wave other times we stop for a brief catch up chat. Then we both make excuses as to why we must get a move along............
yes lunch with my mum was OK sort of we didn't really talk my son was there he was acting weird too. Really they where here to find out anything they could i suppose ,but had to rush home just after 1 hour spending time with us more so for her grand daughter.... Why the rush so she could get home as your mum was due there at 2pm! She has a key . Never mind . When you return from over seas we hopefully can talk.
I have actually made an attempt to friend you on many occasion on Face book and you ignore what am i suppose to do Rachel?? You only live 10 min walk from us not once have you come to my door !?
I have so much going on right now that i have no idea where or how to start...........
I shed a tear every time i read this..... Just if only i could let you know everything but for now i can't.
Here is the post from my niece Rachel:~
I'm so confused.
You're so close,
but yet so far.
I see you electronically.
But you don't see me.
You publicize your life to the world,
but won't speak to your family.
You condemn those who try to help,
until they will no longer offer.
You say we weren't there.
But we're here.
We're always here.
You're blocking us out.
You're the victim now?
I wanted to see my cousin grow up.
I don't even know how old she is,
or what she looks like.
I don't think she even remembers me.
I miss her.
I miss you.
But what have you done?
Why are you doing this?
Why does my mother cringe when she hears your name?
Why does a tear fall from my grandmother's eye.
Why do we pretend you do not exist?
Why has this happened?
I miss you, Auntie Danielle.
Just to let you know i miss you too if that counts for anything. Remember their are two sides to every story you have heard your families .It's fair to hear mine soon.
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