After many years of trying to give up on the fifthly habit of smoking I still am trying but caved in for one late last night. It was around midnight and was fairly cold. But I still found one . I am pretty sure it was stale as it tasted like utter crap. But my body craved it!?
I know I was pretty good for nearly 4 days and BANG just needed it. Did I really no probably just could not sleep. Yes my cloths smell of smoke all the time the hands go a little yellow. I know what it does but I still crave them.
I wrote this post back last year at the beginning of August. I have tried those nicabate patch things but they left a nasty rash on the side of my arm and so itchy as well.
I read an article that just may have really made me look!!! I have wrinkles more spots bags under the eyes (and that is just not about needing more sleep)
I don't want to look older then I am NO I don't. I want to grow old see my children married have kids.