Sunday, May 25, 2014

Next mood swing… counting 6 minutes !



        Here is the thing with me . I wake up feeling all OK then I feel like I have been hit by a hammer all over. Not a nice feeling at the best of times my body aches every where for hours at times days on end.  I keep an app to track pretty much everything . So I heavily rely on the phone. When it says I am over 10 days late. I feel a panic attack start to set in.                                                               

I am pretty much like clockwork here usually smack ban on time or maybe just a day late. So I think Sheesh I can't be no way.. See I have had a tubal ligation when the last child now a teen was only 4.

Then it hits and hard I am dizzy cant walk cant move. Stuff myself like a real pig! I had three coffee's five shortbread biscuits a chicken wrap and chocolate then popcorn. and I am still hungry . So instead I just have a whole pack of mentos (stupid me) stomach feels like it's about to explode it rumbles like a train going through a tunnel.

I know it's close to being at menopause stage well it is seeing I am 43 in four weeks (hint) LOL I turned to the hubby last night and said . "I would be free of all this pain and shit if I had a bloody hysterectomy "
I got that look of why would you want that done.

Why cos every month I'm in pain and just can not deal with it any more. Well it's not like I we are going to have any more kids right!?

Heat packs work a little but I truly want to be rid of the monthly bitch mood I get in .



                             Should I look into having a hysterectomy ?

                                  What are the pro's and Con's ?







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3 comments:

  1. I've heard it can give you early menopause, but that for many women they like it. A pro would be the obvious no more period/pms/witchzilla that comes with having a uterus, although the bad are your standard risks of having a operation. I would say this is a very personal decision, you would know better than anyone if it would be worth it or not. ;-)

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  2. It's difficult being a woman. I had a hysterectomy at the age of 55 because of a cist. It's not a pleasant operation and I wouldn't advise it unless necessary. You've nearly finished your run. Try to make it to the end.

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  3. I've had several friends who had hysterectomies for various medical reasons, ranging from cancer to various "female"problems. II am now in menopause. I don't miss "that time" at all. On the other hand, one of my friends, who underwent the surgery in her 50's, likened it to "being peeled like an onion". I agree it's a personal decision. There may be other, less drastic alternatives that you might want to look into. I think you will make the right decision, whatever it might be. Alana

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